My arabian nights quest -

 Growing up read " arabian nights book and " many other .... found connection all of a sudden, not expected, rather was distracted by lot of other things so connection is not the right word , what came about or this discovery ( kinda self realization) happened after ending the travel, just some signs here and there...

Habia una vez ... once upon a time  there was a simple family ... and a girl from that who was put into some game ( raj's wife) ....never knew ... After watching " wish " movie nothing happened  ( as someone once upon a time told me , why she writes and speaks , these people do that , but what of what and who ??????) and many other as such .. To my or with my understanding i had very different vision of country turkey, i do not know why. It u know, sometimes u have name and seen some regions around and u have some feeling about. So thinking was like all over flowing, lots of meat smells , and sptting some kind like out of no where some flat land and what not .... just imagine how much my parents death and nonstop harassing me have done damage to me and my brain, that all vision of some place which in childhood times was like , woooo was destroyed. Because these days they enter my home and do damage showing or trying to make me some" poor peoples crap" so i keep low expectations from rajesh. what he keeps doing with me is like "mentals". Hence the term later realization.... 

anywho, after seeing the mosques, like i have seen it somewhere the typical for me unique dome structure , with some kings wearing some special hats sitting and having hooka by side and something ,,, a memory snapshot.... then at the airport, noticed same with chai ... and somewhere the connection began. Place i visited was really clean , well managed streets , even old bazzars with same set spices and like in the book, land full of kalins, sweets, spices, very well maintained areas ( or as a tourist you tend to visit only those , not sure , some small alleys and bazzars were also equally neat ) so came the lamp ....  old bazzars and i had to buy eating baklava and sitting like kings on trukish ambiance, eating traditional breads , with cute kids i met one really cute ( she knows its bet we two, it was only for her) May men telling here woman do this that, i said its fine , i am not here to change , if u think so. Didn't know the old spice route area or would have or many other it was like what i saw and just much on the go some caves and all.. 

So the lamp  is lit and all fired ..... now ... first wish was to tell  me ,what happened since 2015 to me and my family , all in entire reality.....  looking back to this turkey visit , it was the live movie set , i find something ,  figure out , do some, miss some and made to miss some by my husband ( the cunning guy). More than kalin (carpet) ,modern day kalin was my balloons, not one but two, to get the view of the magic land gysers and  formations and ancient cities , palaces nice air, sunrise ... just like blown on carpet. where is what , who is doing what, i had my own moment of singing to myself and forcing others to listen on balloons ( hot air .... two ) , u want o know what ( necesito segundo .... and more ) and then the quest came, take her high up per our guide was some xyz meters .. and then landing , wanted to do hamams and much but the spoil sport is the one.. still the lamp is fired and no answer yet ...... So the real life alladin happened without wish telling and fulfilling....

one of the arabian nights stories .....

Then came lots of other, famous drinks and food and royalty eating and plates and sultans things ,,,, hog baby hog..... at some places for me.Never even knew , some dancers and local traditional shows and missed lot other but still ....  Never got chance for dresswear for margina ..... so many old ancient a barrels in museums and wine storage things and all .. will put pics later ...  hidden underground cities and valleys and definitely some who wanted to do bad to you ... since abu simbal ....... Here came "alibaba and 40 thieves" so the land of beautiful stories and tales .... which i was made to live and take a ride on for years ..but for some reasons we don't speak and it creates all ..... landed finally inseattle back home and still the lamp is on fire .....

More later .......

 

 

 

 

 

Turkce biliyorum ????

Part 1:-

 You can not stop a writer from writing ..... No one forced to read , Your choice reading ... stealing from my phone is your another job anyways ...

Travel mind wanderings part what ???Or .. little experiences .... So as i had said some individuals on scotland trek in the group told rajesh will take pictures will make his won album and post on his own site ,,, he didn't need your help as he is qualified which is proven by his job and otherwise .. So spare me and my things .... Was long back in 2024 ...Well many things post then and i never did on purpose logged in my mails for some kids and marathi's inside our home and relatives motherfuckerness  that's the right word. If someone opens "rascal " restaurant and bar and people can go and enjoy food and drinks ,,, shut up .... there is something like " AUKAT" business also .... so words in diff languages doesn't matter. As is my tone and third and forth dimension will not be visible like some disney rides here ... Hence those who interpret things to you reading my all is their and your problem , not mine .... this is for the zillionth times.

So how it started , in your game of thrones for me or hunger for me or any crap for me , u made me do plenty in years ,, ,there is no " lucky " or "blah blah " involved in it .... If u had that luck your parents will also be dead by this time. DO u want that???? and u will be screwed for life top to bottom under some "marriage hunger game" in which only one person knows and keeps killing others who have no connection with it or not even told a thing in years and declare victory... so ,,,,

There it stands . Ok post i got back rather we from india , in oct 27 2024, our diwali in seattle time , my zombie time, and all and your steal from my home game ,so mine keep walking doing grocery and things game... I went on 7th nov thursday 2024 did my own workouts , had chat with buzzinga, he was to go california for winter and my same rutttt for him, no change in my life while climbing stair stepper , they changed dark room appearence  etc ,,,, so post that were home only entire winter etc ,, on  12 th went and some people stalked me and i came back home then later , saw email in my mail ,mr alex for his employees lies about me :telling a member of 24 years , post both my parents dead u are no longer a member of pro club bellevue" all grocery and all people who got my business every day said what nalayaks stole all of that girls and these kids be put in jail for doing this. So being americans we all share same view about some set of individuals. thanks. None even called and i got sick of going to gym ,waiting or made to wait below at information desk and sent back. My both parents dead , i have lot to handle that bananrepublic lady would also say that , and these girls and their some nonsense.

So since 12 nov 2024 i bought some things in my home in addition to what rajesh had , he was never member atleast  for past 5 , 6 years and do my own even there also, but these people from my phone take login pass (since dick k sold gym to some bay area now they had app on phone for scanning) watch, are inside and outside our home and steal my workouts and say i did in gym or they do it or they did it and teach their kids .  So some weekends but as on my smugmug site some collage and just a link, now i don't put albums  .... as having photographer licence from city of bellevue and even visited county office and informed them do not report our thing to my niece or any ,as they are already inside our home they get it anyways. The thefts keep on going ,these gilr and others kids login in in my accounts when i do, why? .... high wind, rain and see do nothing, some crap and make her sit policy, remove from all places and make sure she meets none and outside we will tell all , all hers is ours, why ???So 12 years of my life u did this , for what?

I am kinda like little funny side , some find on purpose some shit in it .. get your mind checked. Make a issue of all and screw me and my family is policy .still i am going to write that here, Its like travel mind wanderings ....

I learn some languages and u guys with me had 136 kids at one point  in 2021 etc ..... and songs etc etc ...as said in older blogs. all situational ... So we had plan of going turkey in 2020 winter but covid and all and nothing later, parents died so one visit after 6 and half years ,stayed with them in dec 2022( could not do anything for them in 12 years, for shes has no skills we do all for her bull) Then 20 days dad's funeral , then 20 mom's funeral, then one and half month for document work so lots of coming and going to india and all other generated by you all. some wall climb in bet. but there too one guy comes and tells these guide category tell her move on , to that individual -  u piece of shit, u xyzxyz, shut your xyz. U know me ? u know my parents? talk to me if u want to, otherwise xyzxyzxyz .... "yamunabaiagashe" " tere maa ki , god knows who birthed u , definitely not proud of crap like u" 

I watched some youtube videos , ancient maps of middle east for something , like treks i we have done , jordan petra, isreal some travel, egypt some stuff ... so how was it before and like how continents shifted and which part of land was where ... etc , i like doing this and many stole all mine ....so in that came name "yamahad - kedar , asur" so being indian and sanskrit " it was " yama god of death, so like its his boundry where all corpses happen , kedar is my uncles son ( so i tease him u are asur )asur means danav, rakshas, Then real life map see it symbolizes that, also it was like ravana empire ,, rich powerful and lot other..Besides if one sees vishnu avatars ... in his 10, one was mastya , rama vraha etc, so built boat and loaded all important , same concept , noha's  .. .so i was asking no point talking to my husband .... the cycle repeats  so we find vishu avatars diff pieces in diff places ( mean time natural calamities happened , continents shifted and lot ,,, but go;d presence is from start till todate there ....) we find all his avatars small sections somewhere and try to form like of it in once avatar... if it makes sense to some .. there is lot more i scribbled in my notes and all but ... So same stories are there in one vichnu - brahma, mahesh destroy, next vishnu , brahma , mahesh" and the song written by or sang by sudhir phadake : kaal yei ,kaal jai dev aahe taisa rahi" stand somewhere true for it, as we still find pieces of vishnus diff avatars everywhere....So my uncles , anu and many others who do vishleshan of all i write, u can think ....

How all together since earth is there how many times vishnu 10 avatars have repeated in cycle.....?? have they or not ? only those some would know. and how many such cycles will happen .....as if u see cultural wise stories inn all over remain same .. Noe if u notice, the shape of place in the direction of mecca is key hole kind ,old churches entrances now that in turkey being notices or dome same kind They look same ... its just thinking ... i am may be totally wrong, its just observation....which doesn't make sense fully.

n'ways so in language thing one guy or girl told u crap . each language have similar or same words totally diff meaning.  

So turkey is a bird. In america we means people eat "turkey " on thanksgiving, and president pardons " two or some turkeys" ,U did not put copyright on word whoever made language not my fault. Now in reality " turkey : is a name of country, but in their turkish language bird turkey is called "hindi" , Hindi is a national language of "india: I am from india we learned in school hindi". So a=b . b=c, so a=c all work together m as all are connected some or the other way. And the sound that "turkey bird does is "gobble gobble" :) Forgot to write this : " we have some song in school, replace word hindi by turkey... so i made some silly thing ... " hindi ( turkey ) hai hum hindi ( turkey) hai hum , vatan hai hindosata (turkisata) hamara, sare jahan se accha" now see even u will smile :) 

when all this is said in SNL, and indian comedy and hatsya jatra u laugh at any crap, but make issue of my all .. why ?

Now if u notice in past persia india how all were connected ,spices ,information and other things went around and how sanskrit ancient script taken. If you see in some museums " numbers are i guess might have to make sure originally discovered in arabic" even u see pandit vasant rao deshpande telling aakpatri sangeet natya etc ,came from muslim and kannad and many ... may be wrong will check again... as mughals invaded india and romans and many allaover so remains and influences stayed.

Typical roman ruins what we find is bath ,hamams, warriors, open bathrooms , many battle they fight ,  and things, then food plays major part , water ,  underground cities to save people  , fighting arenas, churches and some ,water management system, huge roadways for horses and fountains and lot  like that ,,,, and one who saves is considered god, the game of fear .... we make them god ,, normal tendency ...... its simple persons thinking ..... SO all places i go they listen and steal all my thoughts and show as theirs,

All is in diff parts and sections of earth and its vast , all is equally beautiful and culture diff, people weather all diff, even when uare with me by my side ur is diff and mine is diff. as my state of mind defines me and your defines you. 

Its not going to be like what is saw and like this that ,,, let's go in story telling of my story .... Let the lamp fire .....

 

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Year 2025

 When some elite people say even if you say " copy right" its everyone's right to copy .... may be it starts from their own house holds ... That's mute point .. I "Left " your whatever long back , spare me and my family , my things ,as some take things from my phone, all places show as theirs and it just doesn't stop.Where "one" tends to lose complete interest in what "one" was trying to do.

Am sure u had good time screwing me and my family. So be it. People make their hair white or gone post let's say presidential kind work, I did nothing and lost all , right from family my parents to all, for whatever i was never " told" and keeps happening still.  Good for you .....  Only request would be "Get out of our house and my life, i am not doing anything that's get shown to you in bad way or i do not represent anyone in anything" thanks in advance .

Biggest mistake of my life i " reacted to " your nonsense and showed u "what i do"

U never deserved to read or see it. U entered my home and did theft of all. To get more.