Sunday, April 16, 2023

Dog goes home : ( Really)

 So all these years ,,, you are dog ( because in USA, dogs have special value ... ) "take me home alabama" song singing in parks and all places i would go ... etc etc ... More local people who did it know and know it very well ... So 19 dec 2022 was the day, we had cancellable ticket and I actually had no intension of going, as I  had not been in almost let's say seven and half years or more to my home country ( India). Means nothing like would not have or never wanted to anyways in let's say since 2013 with all things going around in here with me , which i had no clue of and people forgot or intentionally didn't tell me.  I was never called by any of my relatives here or anywhere and no one else too .... so in my pov let's say was sent.... still rem day .. morning saw " nothing is lost song video" and got that song bihearted in plane ... people who watched me on cameras in amsterdam airport where i switched on my mobile for just a sec. saw me doing hand gestures , and most of them have learned those songs same way watching in my home so .... don't call me names .. :)

At airport , other flights with signs " simba" " go get it " go do it " then some guys took pics with me I rem some next to fishtank etc .... some maharashtra mandal people i met them at mumbai airport , then some gujarati;s etc ... our flight was delayed by an hour , later to discover rajesh's cousin and many others were travelling parallely. So went just stayed at my parents for 2 months, i wanted to come back before newyear but didn't happen . didn't have any phone or wifi or anything there , sometimes when other half would come to visit i would see on his phone and show etc .... same people would stalk me there also not sure why ? even if they have not done things with me us they keep thinking they have and have right to steal all my stuff and represent me all palces. mentals! Its weird , these people make money in their jobs and side thing steal loot mine :) 

Did nothing much , like past two years since 2020, winters and all seasons they made me sit. 2020 nothing , then 2021 10 months , 2022 and now into 2023 almost 6 months .... why? I am  not sure? 

Just one week delhi, someone was after my goggle since Pune, stole case there and goggle at delhi airport.Then some g-20 summits were on, so timely manner some uber were sent based on questions were asked, I know they used my answers as theirs, why?  It rained and other half was given work so ....cycle rickshaws, seeing parade ( was very much into watching as growing up did that plenty, section 23) interesting delhi police telling me " they have removed dogs teeth and they don't bite", also telling the main street won't open after parade ( why?) i saw and went took video also, it was open. Then said all things closed , red fort and all" when R u going back then it opens. All people who travelled parallel with me saw all got all.So I said "you only watch from your secured window all , everything closed miles of security" Travelled with all uber and autorickshaw, no difference in bahavior. Some were good to me rest all would look and plan something in their mind , as they knew something.Then the person who sent rajesh said " reason was meeting friends and family" Oh! really ??? none called me met me , no school , college, relatives none , after december my some inlaws called me , then after 22 years some wedding they made me stay for ( good i had lies about my hair here , i lost all, so i got to show some in wedding :)) But the samrt people took pictures with me  and did not give me and said " forget it " , " we looted all yours , now what to do" " no one was saying anything " then post coming back to USA continued same crap mother father etc ....Then made do pointless doctor visits , all for my other half here also and there also.Got some benefits for G-20, etc ( I said in my home no benefits) And then say inclusive countries ? how ? 10 years no one calls me here any where how ? Then planned on ruining my hair to the fullest.

WHY? what my other half did at his home he knows. I don't .So entire christmas , newyears , all long weekends , anniversary ,nothing. In pune, around areas some temples and charity event.